Saturday, August 15, 2009

querida my your

bru habis,dh habis.
tpi lum finish lagi.
rse tension tramat sgt n pnat skali.
1week brchenta dgn bku.
tpi paper je untk mse dpan btul x.
n skarang ni nk rse lego pun x pyah brchenta dgn bku.
tpi bkan clash ek aku dgn bku msih lg brsame hakhakhak.
1 thing tension x ilang lg uh.
lg pun skrang ni dunia tgh skit. n brmkne slruh mnusia ni pun tgh brhdapan dgn pnyakit brbhaye.
wabak H1N1 tgh mrebak,tpi x brmksud kte kne lari tpi kte kne cegah la dye.
klu nk lri pun dh x de tmpt dh nk lri.smua tmpt dh kne kepong.hakhakhak.
ok drop da subject.

ari 2 mse kt skul.xtaw la.
btul la org ckp ble kte taw kebenaran mmg skit trsgt.
lbih baek x taw brpade taw.
ble kebenaran dh trpacak dpan mate saat 2 la kte jdi batu.batu brnyawe.de ke.ntahle.
tpi mmg skit 2 jlas sgt smpai x ley nk cover dh.
& saat 2 la dada trase sebak serbe x bleh nk brnafas.
saat 2 jge la mutiare air mate jrnih yg brharge nk brtaburan.
mmg skit dh trase mcm mkn racun je.tpi racun yg ni x mnbunuh.
tpi dgn kekuatan iman d'than la jge.w'laupun dh sebak.
hey2 ni bkn ssuatu yg jiwang n me not jiwang,ini atas pe yg ak rse n pe yg ak lalui.
tpi ak bkan bdak cengen yg reti nk mnangis,mraung je kerje nye.
luar alam la klu ak meleleh.hm.ak x ske meleleh.
tpi ak taw ak bkan nye robot yg x brprasaan,nk tahan sume 2.
n i'm ladies yg lmbut hatinye.ble2 mse je bley trsentuh.yg bley meleleh.
n syukur la ak bley than sume 2 jgn smpai mutiare yg brharge ak kluar.
kwn2 ak sume mrah ble ak than sume ni.diorg ckp ak keras n ego.paper je la.
coz bgi ak ble kite tahan mgelak kn kite does bnde2 yg luar alam.
coz ble tgok at luar sne,rmai ble dh kecewe,mnangis,pas2 mle2 la does bnde2 luar alam.pham2 je la pe mksud ak.
n ak rse lbeh baek org anggap ak keras,ego n paper la ,aslkan ak x buat bnde2 luar alam.
bkan nk mngate ,but nk prkenang kn pe yg brlaku ble kecewe.hm..da see ak dh trlepas topik dh.msud topik lae plak.
drop da subject.

n smalam bru prtame kli ak pnye emotion x trkawal.
n bru 1st time ak brani lwan ckap abg ak.w'laupun dose lwan abg tpi ak rse bange n ak rse ak berani sgt smalam.
mmg ak x than sgt smalam n then ak lpas je pe yg ak rse.then dye tros je diam x trkate ape.agakye cuak kot hahaha.
n smalam la prtame kli ak tnggikn suare kt abg ak.
ntah keberanian dri mne yg ak dpat pun ak x taw.tpi mmg ak rse ak brani sgt.
tpi x d'nafikn jgak la ak rse brsalah pule smalam.
n rse sdih plak coz abg ak x tgor ak ari ni.biase nye sehari x sakat ak x sah.dh skli lg air mate ak jatuh.aduh parah tol
kitorg mmg rapat sbnarnye.tpi biar la dye yg mle kn dlu.
dye yg buat ak rse emotion ak x trkawal.x kn ak nk kne mintak maaf dlu kot.biar dye la mntak maaf dlu dye yg slah.
da 2 ak asyik perli dye je.hakhakhak.pdan muke..[maaf yaALLAH sesunguh nye hambamu lemah..dan tidak dapat nak mengawal emosi.]
k la see next time pnat ak mnbebel kt blog ni.eh bkan bebel but bgi taw pe yg ak rse je.n pe yg trjadi x trniat nk mnburuk2 kn sesaper pun.
assalamualaikum.
may Allah bless ak n korg yg mnbace.

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